9.28.2009

"...please come soon..."

currently listening to:
maria taylor :: leap year

reasons why october couldn't get much better:

it's fall.
it feels like fall.
fall break.
the people in my life are a-m-a-z-i-n-g.
SEC football.
red wine + sushi.
post secret.
halloween.
talladega.
harry will be living with me.
i get to see my mama and brother.
slumber parties.
koL.
birthdays.
weddings.
roadtrips.
memphis gets crossed off the bucket list.


"...in an empire state of mind..."

i'm so in love. with this song and that city. i'm so ready to be there, and leave this world behind for a little while.



9.22.2009

"...i can't help my stupid hope..."

currently listening to:
just jack :: embers

^ puts me in the best mood. so i have a crush. on my teacher. i rent the weirdest movies. too often. (shopgirl) they draw me in with the music on the trailer. i can't help myself. i give up. too exhausting. let go and let God, right? i'm gonna really try that. i really need to see john mayer live. he's been singing me to sleep lately [where the light is : live in los angeles]. amazing.

i just enjoyed this:
"so check it out right. i've tried every approach to living. i've tried it all. i've not tried everything, but i've tried every approach. sometimes you have to try everything to get the approach the same. i've tried it all. i've bought a bunch of stuff. i went mmmm don't like that. i kinda came in and out of that a couple times. thought i would shut myself off. i thought maybe that's cool...and i'm in a good place...i'm 30. i've seen some cool stuff. made a lot of stuff happen for MYSELF. i've made a lot of stuff happen for myself, right? that's a really cool sentence when you're in your 20's. 'i made it happen for myself.' but all that means is that i've just somehow or another found a way to synthesize love. or synthesize soothing. you can't get that. and what i'm saying is i've tried all the approaches except for one and it's gonna sound really corny, but that's just LOVE. that's just LOVE. i've done everything in my life that i wanna do except just give and feel LOVE for my living. and i don't mean like roman candle, firework, hollywood, hot pink love...i mean like...i GOT YOUR BACK love...some of the people who will tell you they love you are the same people who are the LAST to have your back. so i'm gonna experiment with this love thing. giving love. feeling love. i know it sounds really corny, but it's the last thing i got to check out before i checkout." -- john mayer [bold as love (live)]

9.21.2009

"...push me up against the wall...close your eyes and i'll kiss you..."

currently listening to:
rhcp :: scar tissue


3 things (in no particular order) that i want:
a face grabbing, hard kiss.
to be told, "i like and want to be with you". bottom line.
to snuggle on the couch.

why am i the only one who hasn't been informed? i don't do well with assumptions. i have always been one who likes to KNOW. so tell me already... i love dark finger/toenails in the fall. i love tracking packages that i've ordered online. it makes me feel like a giddy child waiting on santa's arrival. (314): Dude wtf I'm sitting behind some girl in class who is creeping on my facebook page. I don't even know who she is...<- this is a prime example of why you should creep in the privacy of your own home. :) i just like to pretend i know things when in reality i have no clue...it just makes me feel better about the sitch. i want a small, really fast car like this one:
(preferably in the shade of obsidian with camel leather for the interior) kthanks.


[lexus sc 430]

i adore this:
anything with stripes/corset-esque paired with tights= :)


[anthropologie :: monochromatic corset dress]

9.17.2009

"...gonna leave this world for a while..."

currently listening to:
john mayer :: free fallin' (live)

i'm ready to get out of this town for a weekend. i need a break from it. i want a boy to say that i put the color inside of his world. i want to run until i can't feel my legs anymore. too my bad my knees are out of commission. i have the most amazing bff that a girl could ever ask for. i can't wait to be her bed buddy tomorrow! pandora radio [james morrison station] makes my heart happy. i'm STILL in love with this commercial. i think that it is absolutely glorious.





9.13.2009

"...i know you haven't made your mind up yet, but i would never do you wrong..."

currently listening to:
adele :: to make you feel my love

redundant, but it's so true. i really just love that in life...it's all a big mystery. we don't know where it will lead us. it's what makes it so fun and exciting. i need to quit making out with the pavement. we have an awful relationship. i'm soooo confused. i want to see love happens sooo badly.


9.09.2009

"...i'm ready now..."

current playlist:
[thanks to whit.]

black eyed peas :: i gotta feeling
imogen heap :: wait it out
scarlett johansson & pete yorn :: relator
tegan and sara :: call it off
chairlift :: bruises

current obsession/repeat:



i giggle about the fact that when i was younger i actually made myself a time line of events to take place in my future. oh how things actually turn out... and i love it. the beauty of it is that we don't know what's gonna happen or when it will. current predictions made by the bffs: 24 1/2 or 26 and 26 or 27. we shall see how accurate they are later. i adore destructive jeans and a man in a suit [most especially a man in a suit in church on sunday morning].
i'm ready.
take a leap of faith with me.

i will never be the girl that...
throws herself at a boy.
[regardless of how amazing he is]
uses makeup as war paint.
[it is to enhance the beauty that God has already given us]
thinks that i am better than ANYONE else because of my material possessions.
[or for any reason for that matter. we are all created equals]

current lusts:


[anthropologie :: polaire vest]


[anthropologie :: houndstooth shift]

9.01.2009

"...'cause it's your life and it's no one else's, sweetheart...

don't let someone put you in a box..."

currently listening to:
kate nash :: navy taxi

i LOVE zucchini and squash. and really just vegetables in general. i despise TRYING to coordinate anything involving a group. i've never understood why people can't just commit and stick to it. i guess that's what's wrong with the world. everyone is such a commitment phobe. whatevs. this is why i'm going to london by MYSELF. whenever i go to any kind of accounting function with school i feel like such a freakin' loser. i mean...it just worries me because i am not that person that was involved in everything. i was the one that was busy having playtime all of freshman and sophomore year and is currently strug-guh-lin to pull up my gpa and working all the time. i'm just like...umm...can i get my piece of paper please without you making me feel like a total failure for not finishing with a 4.0 or being SGA president. kthanks.

live with intention.
walk to the edge.
listen hard.
practice wellness.
play with abandon.
laugh.
choose with no regret.
continue to learn.
appreciate your friends.
do what you love.
live as if this is all there is.
- mary anne radmacher