2.15.2010

"...swing open up your chest and let it in..."

recently played:
miley cyrus :: when i look at you
tim hanauer :: dream a better way
ingrid michaelson :: everybody
ingrid michaelson :: little romance

so i survived it...
valentine's day.
and up until VERY recently (concerning this time of year) i had been my usual anti-valentine's/love sucks self. but. i was really fine with it this year. in fact i had a really good valentine's day. yes, it was another year that i didn't have a "significant other". but. it's okay. that void has been filled by my significant otherS, my people - my family. i'm constantly reminded of how blessed i am by having them in my life. while some people have already been blessed with their significant other they can't say that they have TRUE, REAL friendships.
"the most important thing in life is your family. there are days you love them and others you don't. but in the end they are the people you always come home to. sometimes it's the family you're born into and sometimes it's the one you make for yourself." -- SATC
God has given me such a peace about this subject. i know that He has specific plans for my life and my future. He knows my heart and what is best for me....so in the mean time i'm not going to look for happiness in another person. that is just setting yourself up for a life full of letdowns and disappointments. instead i'm going to let God be the joy in my life. i know that maybe next week or tomorrow even i will have a moment of frustration and wonder when my turn is, but for now i'm okay. oh. and i've officially decided to go to all of my friends' weddings this year solo. it's so much easier that way. it takes away the stress of finding someone you want to take, if that person you want to take can even go, and if they can go making sure that they're included and having a good time.
new obsession :: the show, weeds. which is hyster considering i have never touched a drug in my life, yet i LOVE a show that is completely based on them.

there are SO many good movies coming out that i am ecstatic about this spring!

alice in wonderland.
3.5.2010


remember me.
3.12.2010
[lust of my life, rob pattinson. need there be another reason to see it?]


the last song.
3.31.2010


the back-up plan
4.23.2010


and BEST OF ALLLLLL...
this CANNOT possibly get here soon enough!!

SATC 2.
5.28.2010
[my city. my song. my show. ]