3.19.2010

live in the moment.

song that just did it for me today:
sia :: breathe me

i was driving home after date night with b, and i had one of those moments. the one where you remember how amazing music is. one of those moments/feelings that you can't express to anyone else unless they too have experienced it. it's one of those moments where you don't really know how to describe the way you're feeling. it's just good. it's when you're listening to a really good song...in the car...alone...windows rolled down...left arm out the window...right hand on wheel. it's indescribable really. music is so powerful. i'm obsessed with it. ALL of it. tonight was sia's "breathe me" that did it for me. it's one of my favorites. i just never have gotten tired of it. it gives me that feeling everytime.
i can't believe that my best is married. i mean i can. cause...i was there. but. it's so weird. it's so exciting and sad at the same time. i kind of feel like we're on two different levels now sort of? she's skipped two chapters ahead of me. she always was impatient with the unknown. :) i'm still in the college slash single part of my story. she's in the post-grad slash married part. weird. maybe that's why i was asked if i felt "left behind" last weekend. i mean no...i've never thought about it like that really. i am 10 months + younger than the others. that gives me a little cushion, right? i guess i just didn't think it was SO bad to be single at the ripe age of twenty-three years old. maybe i'm further behind than i thought. apparently...if i don't "get on board soon" i'm going to have an account set up for me on eharmony. maybe this is another sign of why i should move north for a little while. ha yes, their lives are faster paced. everywhere EXCEPT in terms of relationships. oh em gee. i sound so bitter. i'm really not. really. okay...so...i guess i am, but only about those comments. needed to vent. moving alonggggg...
michael bublé...in concert...a-m-a-z-i-n-g. i've never experienced a concert like that. he somehow turned an arena into an intimate setting. PERFECT date concert. SO romantic. his song, "haven't met you yet" is my theme song. :) i'm picky. i can't help it. and. a little cynical. i'm still working on that...
i should be at walmart right now buying new moon. i'm in love with 7 up diet cherry. i need to substitute diet bevs with water. i'll start on that after i finish this one. i'm also in love with robert pattinson. i just spent the past 1.5 hours lusting. he's beautiful. unwashed hair and all. mom thinks he's "enchanting". presh. i just love over-sized watches. why do i make my late night bubble baths so unbearably hot? i feel so hardcore when i use a power drill. who needs a boy's help? after watching my bf and his co-star, emilie de ravin, pin each other up against walls and roll around in sheets i'm in need of an amazing makeout sesh. kthanks.

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