"...i won't let you close enough to hurt me..."

currently listening to:

adele :: 21
[^ released today. amaze.]

"you should be kissed, and often. and by someone who knows how."
-- rhett butler [gone with the wind]

i am an affectionate person. always have been. always will be. not receiving that is a deal-breaker.
i have decided that i am just not cut out for dating. end of story.
i am so apathetic to it all...
that's why i'm just "going along" with whoever/whatever comes my way...
don't get too invested and you won't get hurt.
in the words of one of my best guy friends,
"just put on a sexy dress and let them take you out. just enjoy it and have fun!"
i want to be pursued.
hard core.
the questioning and wondering is exhausting....
and personally...
i don't think that you should be questioning OR wondering about anything....
it should just be obvious.
this commersh makes me happy:

i don't deal well with sketchiness. in ANY form.
i wish that men were similar to pre-approved credit cards. that you could just bypass the application (interview/dating) process of finding out if you're approved (compatible with that person). find out if you are and THEN get to know them. i know...it's backwards and ridiculous, but it would make things much easier.
this little boy can do no wrong in my eyes:
little snuggle bug...

"...tomorrow's coming and yesterday's gone..."

currently listening to:
amos lee :: flower

complete and utter adoration:

• 1000 awesome things blog
  [^ seriously. amaze. be about it...]

• the combination of bananas & extra crunchy peanut butter.

• being the little spoon. underneath a big pile of blankets. in a freezing cold room.

• sitting outside on a GORGE day catching up with friends over frozen yogurt.

• these dresses:

"...don't need another one when we got one another..."

current repeat:

lil wayne :: popular


i'm so happy that michael & holly are back together!!
and just in time for valentine's day. :)

and


i still adore this video...
so much.

"...all that we are after is a little bit of fun..."

recently played:

akon :: sexy bitch
sia :: bring night
edward maya :: stereo love

for valentine's day i...

am self-indulgent, and buy myself something fancy or simply treat myself.
[this year: i'm going to get myself a mani + pedi and MAYBE these beauties also:wear ALL black.
watch a girly movie or movies.
eat lots of sweets [in any form really...]
[this year: in lieu of chocolate/cookies/ice cream i will have a protein bar
OR
MAYBE a single. for real. ONLY 1 (110 calories) serving of these LEGIT blessings that my bestie introduced me to:
but.
if i wasn't TRYING to get sjp's/jenn anniston's hot bod for swimsuit season...
i'd be spending quality time with these HEAVENLY friends of mine:just to list a few...

i think that it's so important to encourage your significant other to do and be their best. one area i feel that is often overlooked is fitness (after i list my top big girl faves haha). it's so easy to get "comfortable" and just sort of let yourself go. while i do think that if you truly love someone you should love them regardless if they put on a few, but at the same time why wouldn't you want to be your best self for the one you care about/love? wait. no. even MORE importantly...why wouldn't you want to be your best for you? anywayyy...i just think that it's sexy when couples work out/exercise in general together which is also why i just LOVED this link:

MORE LOVE. LESS HANDLES.


i'm excited about the goodies that i'm sending to my valentines this year. :)

X's & O's cheesecake cookies

and

chocolate sugar cookies.

terms of endearment that i'm not a fan of so much:
sweetie. dear. babe. hun.

i just love this commercial! i'll probably end up resorting to this website one day so i should probably bookmark it...