9.22.2009

"...i can't help my stupid hope..."

currently listening to:
just jack :: embers

^ puts me in the best mood. so i have a crush. on my teacher. i rent the weirdest movies. too often. (shopgirl) they draw me in with the music on the trailer. i can't help myself. i give up. too exhausting. let go and let God, right? i'm gonna really try that. i really need to see john mayer live. he's been singing me to sleep lately [where the light is : live in los angeles]. amazing.

i just enjoyed this:
"so check it out right. i've tried every approach to living. i've tried it all. i've not tried everything, but i've tried every approach. sometimes you have to try everything to get the approach the same. i've tried it all. i've bought a bunch of stuff. i went mmmm don't like that. i kinda came in and out of that a couple times. thought i would shut myself off. i thought maybe that's cool...and i'm in a good place...i'm 30. i've seen some cool stuff. made a lot of stuff happen for MYSELF. i've made a lot of stuff happen for myself, right? that's a really cool sentence when you're in your 20's. 'i made it happen for myself.' but all that means is that i've just somehow or another found a way to synthesize love. or synthesize soothing. you can't get that. and what i'm saying is i've tried all the approaches except for one and it's gonna sound really corny, but that's just LOVE. that's just LOVE. i've done everything in my life that i wanna do except just give and feel LOVE for my living. and i don't mean like roman candle, firework, hollywood, hot pink love...i mean like...i GOT YOUR BACK love...some of the people who will tell you they love you are the same people who are the LAST to have your back. so i'm gonna experiment with this love thing. giving love. feeling love. i know it sounds really corny, but it's the last thing i got to check out before i checkout." -- john mayer [bold as love (live)]

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